Today’s Tricky Tuesday is about breaking through the silence when someone you care about is unwilling or unable to talk to you.
First off, you must understand the distinction between those two states–Unwilling or unable. While the two may exist at the same time, they don’t necessarily.
You must understand the distinction between these two states—unwilling or unable. While the two may exist at the same time, they don’t necessarily.
Unwilling can mean many things:
- I’m hiding something.
- I’m afraid of your reaction.
- I’m ashamed of something I did.
- I’m stalling for time to come up with an alibi or excuse.
- I’m showing you how it feels to be shut out.
- I’m trying to guilt you into doing something you forgot to do, or don’t want to do.
- I want you to suffer.
- I’m trying to make you think I know more than I do about something you did (so you’ll confess).
- I’m actually protecting you by not saying what I’d like to say right now.
- I need to focus on another task or issue that can’t wait.
- I refuse to talk about this with others present.
- I don’t feel safe or equipped to talk about this topic, except in therapy.
Unable can mean something very different:
- I’m over-stimulated right now and my brain isn’t working well enough to talk.
- I’m not sure what I’m feeling because my body is flooded with multiple feelings at once.
- I can’t find the right words.
- I need more time to process what I’m feeling.
- I can’t be pressured into talking.
- I’m too tired.
- I need to better-rested before we have this conversation.
- You always interrupt me or tell me what I should be thinking or doing, so I can’t get my thoughts out.
Ben and Joel have adopted a child. Initially, they were thrilled, but for the past few days, something hasn’t felt right. Ben came home from work Friday, agitated. He barely acknowledged Joel or the baby the entire weekend.
Before the baby came, the couple had agreed: Ben would keep working as a teacher, and Joel would take unpaid leave from work to stay home with their new baby. Then, once school was out, Ben would take over for the summer and Joel would go back to work.
The silence was deafening. Joel knew something was wrong, but Ben refused to talk and insisted everything was fine. The truth was, Ben had lost his temper with a student who made an offensive joke about gays. Witnesses saw Ben chase the boy down the hall and shove him against a locker. Ben was fired.
There is nothing unusual about this kind of problem. When shame takes over, it becomes painful–if not impossible—to speak about it.
The Talk to Me, Already! card was designed to give the person who’s feeling shut out a way to connect with the person unwilling or unable to speak. It allows the Sender to express their hurt, anger, suspicions, or fears from a distance when the person in the room is unreceptive. Below is an example of screenshots I took an Express Yourself ECard Joel might have written to Ben. The remaining checklists (not visible on the first screenshot) give Joel a chance to express both his hurt and his love for Ben, as well as his desire to know the truth so he can be part of whatever solutionthey need to come up with as a couple.